Currently Reading Night By Elie Wiesel, Stella Rodway, Francois Mauriac see related

hey yall!id say its time 2 update, wouldnt u????lol. so yea, skools been reel cool. i have been feelin a lil depressed lately, but hey, erybody has dere timez. ummmm, nutthin really 2 talk about, o yea, here r sum picz of my second family, BLESSED:::

  dat was us at Timbrel. dat was our first formal performance. or as Jerran and Garyn call it, ministering opportunity.lolz. dont we all look so spiffy????????    heres anotha:

   dis is us waaayyyy back when. we waz in  rehearsal in d.b's room. do yall kno how hot dat joint get when u praisin da LORD???u should really try and find out!!!lol. as u can c, alot of ppl, includin me, aint lookin at da camera. lol. but otha den dat, i think its a nice pic!!!!lol. tina in da front cheesin all hard!much luv 2 ya gurl!den tiara and her million dollar smile!!!much luv 2 u 2. when i FINALLY get my braces off my smile gon look like dat!!!i garuntee!!!Lol.now dat im noticin it, i have a nice smile!!!!hhhhheeeeyyyyy, will u lookie here, jazzy takes nice picz!!!(and so does erybody else i guess!) sike naw though. josie all tall in da back, much luv 2 u. so overall we r a nice lookin group!!!and thank da lord we all have decent teeth!otha wize dis would look like more of a mug shot. and we all kno about terrible mug shotz. example:

lol!!dat shot is actually kinda scary, heres a less scary one:

look at dis winch, bout 2 go 2 jail and still look nasty!!!!lol. hey dis is fun, letz look at sum more shots!

ladies and gentlemen hide any femal children between the ages of eight and seventeen!!!!lol

dis crazy bastard should have been arrested. all dat crazy crap dey b doin. can u say, jackass????

i kno yall remember dis bamma???he da one dat was in his video, BUTT NAKED!!!!!marques houston honestly got his inspiration from dis dude for his Naked video!!!lol

4 words: GET A COMB, TWICE!!!!!!!!!!!seriously though, no words can explain dis pic. dis deserves a good, hhhhmmmmm...????

her pic gets put up here just cuz its decent. score 5 for the entire female race!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, so i guess dats about it. my nexy post will b a lil more deep!!!!!

-keep ya posted

ok yall, tyme 4 an update. have u ever met someone who acts as if everything is okey dokey but in reality their lives r a living hell???well dats not me xactly, but it kinda is. do you all know how many insecurities i have???like seriously. my confiedence level is quite low. like, its higher than it used 2 b, but its still quite low. dis aint cool. my low self esteem may one day lead me 2 something drastic, and in other words, not good. so for dis post, can  everybody pleez tell me 3 things positive about me. PLEEZ !!yall kno dat i neva ask yall 2 do stuff like dis, so i must b serious. pretty pleez.also, if u wnat, can u tell me 3 bad things about me, dat may make me feel worse, but i need 2 kno about myself. so once again, thanx!!!

-Keep Ya Posted

Currently Listening Hooked On The Hits (Nothing But The Hits) By Fred Hammond You Are The Living Word see related

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this is a serious entry so read this carefully and then read all the shout outs

aiight yall.so yea i havent posted in a while, wats ur point??n e ways, i gotta quick update 4 yall. and da main point of dis update is 2 tell everyone that GOD IS REAL!!!!i kno alot of yall r sittin there like, oooookkkk.but seriously, alll jokes aside, he is. today, in BLESSED rehearsal, for the first time, i cried during a service. and it wasnt even a service, it was prayer. and im not sayin that just cuz i cried God is reel, but just kno that he is. i have never, and i mean never, felt how i did then. like on the for reel tip, ima get baptized again.seriously. for the first time today, i actually believed. like seriously, BELIEVED. so yes all my life i have been faking. nad im praying that he will forgive me for it. but i now kno what my sole goal in life is. and it is to get into heaven. so yea, its just so amazing. like for example today at lunch kahlil, yetty, anthony, and i were talkin about the church and hypocrites in the church. nce i was in BLESSED i realized that whether i wanted 2 belive it or not, i was living like a hypocrite. and that is in no way good. so im working on changing dat. a question, if God was to return in 10 minutes, where would you be going??this is what we were asked today.and seriously,, i dont kno about yyou, but im goin 2 heaven. all jokes aside. during rehearsal, or as jerran likes to call it, minstrey, renell said, tommorrow is not garunteed to you. iva always been told this, but i just realized how true it is. it is possible that i wont wake up 2morrow. its possible that you wont wake up 2morrow. dats just how life is. u never kno when it is your time. but i do kno that when my time arrives, i wanna b ready. so ima go ahead and end this post wit sum shout outs.

1. Tiara Walker- thank u sooooo much, u dont even kno how much it means to me, knowing that if i ever have need a shoulder to cry on, u will always b there makes me feel  soooo much better. i kno that uve been goin through sum things 2 , and u r definitley in my prayers. all jokes aside, i serioulsy do love u like a sister. thanks again!!!!

2.Abidemi A. (last name kinda long, lol)- thank u sooo much 2. u were the only person who could make me laugh. adn that means alot, a whole lot. thanx 4 dat!!

3. Tina Abah - Thank u sooooo much 2. u definitley made me feel so much better 2. thanx a WHOLE lot. and o yea, we gotta do dat project!Lol

4.Anika, Garyn, Renell, Josie, Mya, Jerran, basically all of BLESSED- thanx soooo much. this was an important day for me, and im glad my BLESSED family was a part of it. we really r like a family. and even thought ive only known mostly all of u 4 only a couple of months, it seems like every week we in some way get closer. i just wanna say that i love being a part of BLESSED and that you r all in my prayers. Thanx again!!!!!

A SHOUT OUT

TO DANIELLE

D.

for always being one call away whenever she's needed and for loving me like a sister and waiting for me everyday after science. and i always forget about her and never leave her comments.

so yea yall, this was one of my more serious posts. so instead of sayin "Keep Ya Posted" like i always do, ima say summthin different.

-May Christ B WIth U and Stay BLESSED!!!!!

Currently Listening Wanted By Bow Wow Fresh Azimiz see related

ok yall. sorry i havent updated in a minute. i really never felt like it. but ok, lets go over my week starting on monday.

monday - bored as ish. i did absolutely nutthin, i was goin crazy.

tuesday -  a lil better. went over my friend tairas house. got my psp frrom da post office. i was so cised. but yes, so her uncle was over dere. (and b4 yall say summthin, he is only 15)so we had a connection. we went 2 da movies 2 c fun wit dick and jane. lol. DICK. lol. so u kno, as dey say, wat happens in da movies, stays in da movies. but i will tell u dis, we did more did just sit dere eatin popcorn. lol. sike naw, we aint do nutthin yall would consider nasty though. lol. and o yea, while i was dere i saw derrick. now most of yall dont kno who derrick is, but i kno that danielle ashley dacosta does. DONT U????????????? so if yall wanna kno, go read sum of danielle'e earlier posts. and ull find out. but n e ways, back 2 da point,. so den we went back 2 her house and just chilled or wateva.

wednsday - i was still at tairas house. we mainly just chilled all day. l8r on in da day me and her uncle (who is only 15), had our moments. and to tiara walker, yes we did do wat i told u we did while i was on the phone wit u. sorry about dat. it was just a quick one. and u couldn't tell n e ways. and for all yall wonderin, it was just a quick peck. lol. also, at like 11:00 me and taira decided to start singing and stuff. so we sang like 3 songs from erybody dat was gonna b at da concert. it was so funni. but by da end, we had headaches. i dont c how rockers bob dere heads like dat so much.

thursday - da day of da concert!!!!!!!!!!!!we was so cised. spent most of da day waitin for my mom 2 come pick us up from her house. she aint get dere till like 4, was posed 2 b dere b4 12. ill tell ya, black ppl. lol. so n e ways, on da way home we went 2 mickey d's. when we got dere walker was sittin outside of my house in her dads car. lol. she was lookin like "where da hell have yall asses been ??". lol. so den we went inside, i changed my clothes and got  my hair done. and then we were on our way. so when we got dere it was so funni. ok , so goin 2 da concert was me, taira, walker, and dis gurl names roneisha. so it was so much traffic dat we could barely get out da car. so in my moms truck its 3 rows. me and taira were sittin in da 3rd row, walker and roneisha were sittin in da second. so my mom tried 2 let us out quickly, but it didnt really work. all i kno is, i turned and i saw walker fallin back into da car, adn roneisha in after her. den walker was like "o my gosh, da door wont close!!!" but den it did. so i was sittin dere crackin up like ish. it was soooo funnni. so in da concert, o yea, we saw nicole m., lauren, and michelle. so umm o yea, we had good seats.  reel good seats. i saw like 15 ppl i kno. o yea, so yall kno how radio stations broadcast from da concerts. so b4 da concert when we was just walkin around, rayne was dere and dere was like a big crowd arounde her. so we went and joined da crowd. den she was like "so whos here 2 c trey songz????whos here 2 c omarion??? and so on. so den she said "whos here 2 c ciara??" and tell me y da girls stared booing. we was like omg and dipped. it was hilarious. so, personally i think dat  eiither bow wow or marques houston did da best. tell me y mh got naked?????????it was soooooo sexy. but i mean dey aint just let us c his johnny, he was like behind dis thing. it was still sexy!!!!!lol. ciara did good. she was dancin like ish. but she did kinda too much but shackin for a concert wit 98% gurls. i aint wanna c all dat. and tell me y in da concert dere was dis ja like crazy gurl. she was crazy as ish. and like when bow wow came on, omg, she went bananas. but den it was funni cuz da gurl roneisha dat was wit us was like "xcuse me, but he is not ur man." she was like u r number 2, ur just another ciara. so den i was like, technically shes a number 3, and ur number 2 because most definitley, ciara is his number one. so when da concert was over, it was once again crowded. and yall kno how we had 2 get out da truck, we had 2 do da same thing gettin into it. it was funni, but overalll, it was soooooooo coool.

friday - i was sick. i kno right, boo hoo. and i never get sick. but u kno, it happens 2 da best of us. lol.i spent most of day day sleepin and trying 2 put music on my psp. when it finally worked, i found out dat i need  a bigger memory card. for xmaple, i put da whole ciara cd on dere. and dat was all i could. literally. so im gonnna buy a bigger one. but its aiight.

so overall, my week was good. ill end dis post wit sum quotes.

tiara- "jazzy stand up, i kno u kno dis song!!"

roneisha - "excuse me, no not u, her!!!"

taira - "omg, cleo thomas!!!!"

tiara - "mmmm, when did he get so sexi????"

dani - "well its actually good dat u didnt come, dere wouldnt have been n e room in da car n e way." dani dat really hurt!!!!!

so i guess dats it.

-keep ya posted!!!!